there are spaces in the human journey that are stinging & solemn & sacred.
they are full of angst and anger and ache.
they are overflowing with suffering. undoing. just surviving.
these spaces are valley. desert. wilderness.
in the valley we feel trapped.
in the desert we feel exhausted.
in the wilderness we feel lost.
sometimes… you’re in all three.
if you haven’t had the terrifying privilege of journeying through these strange and foreign wild places, you will soon enough. these places are sacred because they are the part of the human experience where a veil is cut open & we so often most deeply and profoundly experience Divine encounters with shalom.
and yet… they are the places of doubt, and of wandering, and of feeling lost, and of the deep, deep starless night of the soul.
this is the mystery.
I have a lot of questions lately. the valley & desert & wilderness are full of them, after all. and I’m beginning more and more to realize that this is simply the way of things. that questions are part of the fabric of life, and that by ignoring them or running from them is the way that we run from and ignore life.
and we don’t run from life. we can’t.
we chase after it.
I’ll be holding space & treading deeper into the wild country that is this discussion in the next few blog posts… but for now, hear this:
your questions are valid.
they are good.
they are worthwhile to ask.
sit with your questions. look at them, be calm, and hold conference with them. allow them to be, to exist, to stare quietly back at you… until you find your answer. then, and only then, release them.
I can’t wait to chat about the valley… how to know if you’re in one, and how to flourish until you reach the mountaintop ❤