you guys know me pretty well by now.
you know I have a thing for sweet tea and my awesome, nerdy husband.
you know I like writing words and everything autumn and loving on people.
you know I struggle daily with anxiety and loving Jesus more.
wanna know something else?
how about my innermost thoughts? 😉
well, if you’re that creepy and into prying, you’re in luck! (heehee!) because today I’m sharing the 50 thoughts I have on an average tuesday.
1. awake. morning. dsklfnahefjcsdnlv
2. coffee. that would be good. or not coffee. ugh. the eternal struggle.
3. what is the purpose of today? why is it going to matter? what is the goal? why am I so weirdly philosophical?
4. oh, that’s right I’m an INFJ.
5. I will get out of bed. I will. I will. I will.
6. why is everything cold. give me back the covers.
7. what to wear what to wear what to wear……
8. blahhh, that can wait. helllooooo instagram.
9. okay really. breakfast. be healthy. water time.
10. crap. need to take J to work. wear any of the things!
11. why are all drivers idiots. is everyone in maryland a fifteen-year-old with a learner’s?
12. the fact that there is a starbucks on my way is absolutely a sign.
13. why did my parents give me a name that starbucks will never comprehend / spell correctly. it’s MORIAH, fools.
14. CAFFEINE. I WILL DO ALL THE THINGS.
15. mail things! write things! post things!
16. MAKE THE BED! FOLD THE CLOTHES! WRITE THE LISTS!
18. I should probably eat lunch.
19. grownups eat tortilla chips for lunch, right? no? #YOLO
20. why am I so unhealthy. I am a terrible person. everything is the worst.
21. there goes the caffeine. I am dying. dyyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiinnnngggg. this is what death feels like.
22. CHUG ALL THE WATER.
23. makeup should probably happen.
24. yay. pretty. I guess.
25. definitely just contoured one side of my face way darker than the other side…
26. is there a meme for my current annoyance?
27. be productive. be productive. my list saaayyyyss… ugh I don’t want to do that one.
28. post office lines are what hell will be like.
29. WHERE DID THIS RAIN COME FROM. WHY. I JUST DID MY MAKEUP.
30. awww! cute text from hubby. he’s so hot. I should buy new lingerie.
31. cute joke, self. I’m so broke.
32. HUBBY’S FACE I LOVE IT CAUSE I MISSED IT ALL DAY.
33. literally crying at the drop of a hat. I am the worst. why am I this way. aldfnalwheirfjpasdo;
34. can’t. stop. racing. thoughts. brain. is. so. awful.
35. I’m gonna pop some pills, only got twenty thoughts per millisecond. (to the tune of thrift shop, naturally)
36. breathing is nice. I missed you, normal breathing.
37. woooo. therapy time.
38. why do I never cry during the therapy.
39. how did I miss all of these obvious connections to my childhood.
40. how is my therapist so smart. I love her so much.
41. I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD. I GOT THIS.
42. so hungry. so hungry always.
43. dinnertime, dinnertime, making all the dinnnerrrr.
44. why do I never realize I’ve run out of things until I go to use them? improv….
45. this is delicious. because I am amazing. a freaking amazing domestic goddess of cooking dinner.
46. I love cuddles. cuddles and ice cream. everything is right with the world.
47. I’m such a blessed human. God is so amazing. how could I ever feel otherwise.
48. I’m going to die of sleep deprivation.
49. am I possibly too dramatic?